Here I stand
At the crossroad of my life
wondering which road to take
do I take the familiar path?
the one I know too well
or do I take the other?
which I have yet to explore
my life has just begun
why do I so long for the end?
I’m so lost, confused and scared
and I wonder does anyone really care about me?
when I don’t care about me
how and why would anyone else?
Here I stand at the crossroad
where I’ll go I don’t know
do I go down the “right” path
ir to the “wrong” path
or the one that has been there all along
The one I was never brave enough to take
The only thing I pray is I take the one best for me and not best for the sake of others
Even when I am around the ones I love and adore
I can’t help but feel like a child alone in the world alone shivering in the cold
Sometimes I wish there were someone who I could relate to the way I am feeling
I’m so scared..
here I stand cold and alone
my heart’s aching
feels like it’s been ripped from my body
and I but a shell of my former self
and what if I ended my life?
what would happen?
The world would go on turning and they will continue thier lives like I was never here
I am nothing
they are everything
Everyone I love or have ever loved is the only reason I am here
Without them there is no reason for living
how much longer I’ll be here..
only time will tell
Note: This is my personal and original poetry.